Academy 9 - Transformation 8 - Danger, danger!
Come in girls and take a seat…
Sorry, I just wanted to see if it would still work! I hope you’ve kept up with your posture training but we’re not here to go over old ground, we’re going to push ahead to something new (although those of you who sat and are sitting correctly, can definitely award yourself with some sparkle 🌟🌟🌟).
This little section of the course can be considered a sequel to Module 3 and a furtherance of the letter in Module 4 about walking and I have to give you a warning before we proceed, this letter, the one that you’re reading right now may well be the most dangerous one in the whole course.
Step 1
Today girls, we’re going to be talking about glorious, fabulous, sexy, wonderful, amazing, slutty, drool worthy heels. So why the danger? Well, it’s a stereotype that women are obsessed with shoes but once you start down this path, you will understand why completely.
One day you’ll start with a pair of kitten heels that caught your eye when you were browsing Pinterest, you wait for delivery and when they arrive, you rush to open the box and try them on. The packaging is really nice but you barely notice it and before you can say “new-born foal” you have them on and you feel like your wearing stilts and a gust of wind will blow you over!
Standing there, you realise that it’s lucky you’re wearing your chastity and then you start to walk, almost fall but catch yourself and manage to keep your balance and that’s it, you’re just another soul lost to the God of heels.
It doesn’t stop there, before too long, you find out you’ve adapted to your new shoes and another pair have caught your eye, higher heels, maybe stilettos? The cycle begins again...
Before you know it, you’re sitting in your room with a pair of ballet boots, watching YouTube videos about how to walk in them
Men know the power of heels and also worship them (do a search on PornHub for men releasing onto shoes!) but not in the same way that women and sissies do. Until you’ve gone through the process of desiring them, obtaining them and then mastering them you don’t understand the sheer force they can exert.
Training
I can’t spend all day talking to you about how wonderful heels are, but if you’re interested in doing so, stay behind after class!
This little section of the course covers advanced feminine posture and how you can use a couple of pieces of equipment to achieve results you haven’t even dared to dream could be yours.
Chastity
Heels and chastity have a lot in common. It’s very easy to get dazzled, rush in without thinking and make a mistake when you’re buying them, both can be uncomfortable but they are also motivating because you know what results you’re going to get.
As with chastity, the first thing to do before buying shoes is to measure yourself. Even if you know what your shoe size is, it’s a good idea to check again. Put your foot on a piece of paper, draw around it with a pencil and then measure the length and width of your foot.
Now is where the fun begins! What size you are depends on whereabouts in the world you are and what kind of shoes you’re looking at. Shoes for crossdressers will almost always be given in male sizes and shoes for women in female sizes.
Different parts of the world have slightly different measuring systems, so if you’re buying heels online make sure you know which sizing system is being quoted. Sissylover store has a sizing chart for every shoe as they vary. So it makes sense knowing your actual foot length in inches/cm and choosing the correct size this way.
A partial sizing list is shown below (M/W means Man/Woman).
If you’re in between sizes, then you should always get the next size up. Shoes that are too small are no good for anything other than punishment and shoes that are a little too big aren’t a problem at all.
You can get cushions for the back of the shoe that will take up some space and wearing a sock, even one that is rolled down so it only covers the front of the foot, will mean that you can wear slightly too long shoes without noticing.
Where to start
It can be very tempting to dive right in but I would always recommend smaller heels if you’re completely new to them. I know every sissy is a size queen (we’re always boasting that we either have the smallest this or that we’ve sucked the biggest that) but you want a range of heels and you will pick up walking in them a lot quicker if you start with something reasonable. 1 to 3 inches will be wonderful (something like these or these) for a first pair, low enough so you can get to grips with them fairly quickly, but high enough to give you the full heel effect when you’re ready to move on.
Progression
After you’ve gotten used to them, then you’re in the loop I mentioned. You’ll want something a little bigger or in a different style and you’ll start to browse the internet or just casually notice shoes that catch your eye in your day to day life (either out in public or on videos you watch) and begin to desire them.
The height of the heel isn’t the only thing you need to pay attention to. If the shoe has a platform in or a chunky sole (example) then the heel won’t feel quite as high. A 6 inch heel on a shoe with a 2 inch sole will be an effective heel height of 4 inches.
The height also doesn’t cover the steepness of the shoe. I’ve referred to heels as “slutty” a few times and generally, the steeper the shoe, the sluttier I consider them to be. These shoes are a little over 6 inches but look at how steep they are! If you’re not careful a sudden gust of wind will blow you straight into the lap of that guy you haven’t been covertly checking out for the last few minutes 😉
Heels and me!
As someone who has worked through this cycle a few times, budget wisely girls! Make yourself wait for a new pair so that every time you get them is an occasion. Following my staff appraisal last year, I was told that I wasn’t allowed to buy any new shoes until further notice. If any of mine mysteriously broke, I would be given a pair of flats to replace them and if that meant I couldn’t meet my uniform requirements, I would be punished accordingly.
This was torture for me. I could still browse the internet and drool but I couldn’t act on or fulfill my desire. Listening to my gal pals talk about sales and new shoes was agony and I nearly snapped at them a few times in the early days 😦.
Luckily, I realised this was just another part of my training, it wasn’t intended as a punishment and it was like chastity in a lot of ways, it got easier and easier and although my desire for new shoes remained strong, I didn’t need them.
After the Christmas Break, I had an envelope waiting for me from Madam Yara. I was a little worried that it was a “request” to spend some time with her getting corrected, but it was a simple note to let me know that any restrictions on my purchases had been removed.
I no longer needed shoes but I very badly wanted a new pair and I found an absolutely gorgeous pair of shiny red, incredibly slutty stilettos. They arrived on a work day and I was so eager to go home and try them on, but I know that work comes before fun. FInally, the day ended, I rushed back to my room, slowly opened the box and with shaking hands pulled out each shoe.
I had a rush of pure sexual excitement and then I tried them on and could barely stand, as my panties will attest I was in love! 🥰🥰🥰
I’m wearing them now as I type this, I’m still not perfect in them but any worthwhile relationship takes work and wearing them gives me such a thrill I know I just can’t stop!
Homework
I know girls, I know! Those of you that want to chat about how great heels are, stay behind after class. For your homework, measure your feet and see what size you are. They swell and shrink throughout the day, so you might want to do it a few times to see how it changes. Then make a note of it in your training book.
You should spend at least 20 minutes every day until the next lesson browsing the internet looking at shoes and you can purchase a pair or make a plan to purchase one as your situation dictates.
Finally, I know you’re working on your conditioning, so today when you’re diddling, you should do it watching a mix of videos half should be women walking in heels and the other half should be men releasing over shoes. Alternate the videos and let your mind drift!
Enjoy girls, I’ll speak to you again in a few days!
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