Academy 8 - Dollification 5 - Challenge
Hi Sweetie!
This is your challenge for today.
Imagine yourself going for a jog. You have a new music player and you put on some girly music that you like. Imagine you are in a place that has some nice green areas, it is clearly summer but not too hot or too cold, there is a nearby park or forest area for you to run through. The path you are about to run is not crowded but you will encounter other people there.
For some reason (that we will ignore for now) you have decided that this is the perfect opportunity for you to try out a recent delivery. It arrived a couple of days ago in a nondescript, unmarked box with no return address. It was raining the day it arrived and when you opened it, you read the note and without thinking about it anymore, put the box away and forgot all about it until the next sunny day.
You sit down with the box and open it. The first item is in a plastic bag labelled “femsuit”. Your hand shakes a little when you open the bag and remove its contents. The suit is a "second" skin that is 3D printed from a soft, silicone-like material to perfectly fit you and it will feel like you were wearing tight a condom over your entire body.
While this femsuit is very thin at certain areas, it is also quite thick at others and it gives you a perfect feminine hourglass figure, a perky butt, bigger thighs, sizable boobs, smooth hips and acts like a corset that invisibly and comfortably pushes in your midsection. To top it all off, it appears as perfectly clear, realistic skin. It completely covers your head and smoothes out your facial features and skin. These suits are quite clever since they add to what you have, the bigger you are the bigger girl you appear to be in order for the curves to complete you, yet the look of your improved areas is still firm, catering towards quite hot & sexy but just below the point that it is too much to be unrealistic. You’re so excited that you don’t even realise that your package down there is surprisingly well hidden.
Anyone looking at you with your new femsuit on could not tell you were wearing anything, you look like a nude girl with long hair. The femsuit starts a process once you have it on and sealed that makes it tighter and opens up some sort of internal pores so that your skin can breathe through your new skin. The quality and realism surprises you for a few moments but after that, it’s easy to forget that you’re wearing it all.
In order to properly test the femsuit you have also been sent a feminine jogging outfit. With your now perky butt and appealing curves you realize that this outfit, while it covers your skin to some extent, won't really leave much to the imagination.
Black tights with a modern pink pattern that cling to your lower body and accentuate your curves even more and a matching sports bra that holds everything fairly firmly in place but still leaves room for a little movement. Then there are a pair of bright pink trainers in your size and a pink scrunchie to keep your hair under control.
*Spend some time imagining yourself like this and make it as real as you can.*
After getting into the suit you look in the mirror and start to feel a tingling feeling down there, yet nothing starts to expand and instead you can feel a drop or two of juice form and then being involuntarily squeezed out between your legs.
*Start playing some music that fits your jogging trip*
*Lie down for a moment on a sofa, bed, a soft chair that you can relax fully in. Then imagine yourself putting on your new jogging shoes and then going for this jogging trip...*
Take your time and come back here once you are done.
Now, how did that feel? Did it make the simple ordinary task of jogging a bit more interesting?
Ask yourself if you acted the part or not. Did you move, talk, think more girly or did you go super masculine male to try and combat the fear of the feminine? Did you embrace that femininity? If so, then did that feel good or bad? If so then ask yourself why that could be.
Take just a few moments (max 5 min) to ponder on these questions, then we can continue.
Now, I want you to imagine something else. Imagine you take off the femsuit, take a quick shower (but no fiddling!) and return to your everyday you.
I want you to imagine another scenario now.
You are going to test a boysuit instead. Imagine yourself undressing and looking into the mirror for a moment. Do you love what you see or is it not as nice as in the previous scenario? Don’t worry too much about your answer. Since you’ve got this masculine jogging outfit to put on.
Imagine you put it on and mentally psyche your up with some masculine muscle pumping music.
If this feels a little wrong then you’re free to just skip to the part after the jogging trip.
Imagine yourself going on the same trip. Experience the same outdoor experience but with one crucial difference, that you must pretend to be masculine. No wiggling hips, bouncing boobs or hair moving in the wind. In fact, imagine you have a short haircut. Embrace being masculine and all the weight that comes with that. You should probably be mindful that you appear strong, fast and have excellent stamina. Otherwise do not pretend to really be someone else this time, just imagine you are you in boy-mode.
*Lie down in a comfortable place and imagine taking the jogging trip and back, you may make it shorter if you want to*
Come back here once you are done.
You came home and take a shower. How was that compared to your feminine jogging trip?
You might think that this comparison is not fully fair. Since in the female case you were setup to imagine yourself as having a perfectly hot and sexy body and in the other case you were just boring old you, whatever that would be.
Clearly anyone would rather be a sexy hot girl than a boy right? I mean if you had to choose between an average, attractive female and a super hot top model man body then I guess you would always choose the male, but you cannot and so you let your imagination run with the idea.
So I want you to ask yourself if you acted masculine or not? Did you embrace your masculine side? Where you maybe embracing it so much you were even thinking about attracting girls?
How do you separate the desire to have a girlfriend from being a girl in a girl couple?
You now have a simple decision to make.
Tomorrow, repeat the imaginary scenario. You can either choose to put on the femsuit again or you can continue with your boysuit.
I am sure no “man” would choose to continue wearing the femsuit, but maybe you are not that fussy with stereotypical terms like that?
If you choose the boysuit again, would your answer change if choosing it meant you dropped out of the Academy?
Maybe you should just go with what feels right? And the next version of the femsuit can be worn for much longer stretches of time…
Did you enjoy yourself? Did you learn something about your inner desires? Something related to your progress with the Academy program?
You will do this exercise a few times but NOT right now. See below for more details.
Training book instructions & further instructions
I want you to do it four times in total.
Wait a minimum of 5 days in between, so about once a week.
If ideas pop up in your mind about ways to improve your suit and/or your mental jogging trip then feel free to expand the exercise with those.
Write down a few sentences each time. This simple exercise will play an important role later on and it is essential that you do it properly a minimum of 4 times in total before you start the next module
Decide on possible dates for when you think you can do the remaining three times that suits your life.
Your Training Book section for this exercise should look something like this:
[Mon 18 Nov | Sat 23 Nov | Fri 29 Nov | Fri 6 Dec ]
Mon 18 Nov - I am thinking that I prefer X but I am certainly attracted to the idea of Y.
Sat 23 Nov - Not happened yet
Add this in your training book now if you have not already!
If you have a physical or digital calendar, then add notifications for the remaining three times now.
Group study exercise
I recommend you to share your exercise thoughts with others on our Reddit and/or Discord, this is optional as always when it comes to sharing but you get +1 social sissy point.
Try to find a study group or a study buddy that you can chat with around the exercise. That social connection is important.
Give yourself an additional +2 social sissy points if you find a study buddy or study group to share with.
Track your social sissy points in your training book from now on.
